Trapped?

Hello there, i'm Jonathan. But most people know me as Chrono Arc or just Chronos. Maybe you are wondering what are those crappy and uncool name. Well i'm a gamer and it's my game names, so when i play a game those names will be my first choice. The reason i created this blog is because i literally am not satisfied with my current life and i need a place where i can share my thoughts and opinions about these things. Ta-da! So this blog was born just like that.

I've created many blogs which ended so badly so i don't even wanna look at those anymore. Mostly i created blogs that adjacent with my personal interests such as anime, tech or games. But i'm a lazy person and i don't take care of those blogs cause i got bored quite easily. 

So, i decided to make a blog about something that i can't get bored of. My life. Well, u cant get bored with your own life, right? That's why i want to share about almost everything in my life, why am i dissatisfied with it and what i do about these problems. To put it simply i want to grow with other people as a reader and i think making a blog is the best way to do this.

Well first off,  i would tell all of you about myself. I'm 17 years old and i'm currently preparing for the final test or in my country it's called National Exam (Ujian Nasional) for my graduation in Senior High School when i wrote this post. Well, academically i did better than most people, but i really often sleep in the middle of a class, well i still ranked fourth in my class tho. I'm a game addict, and literally i spend most of my time playing games in PC or my PS4 even in my phone. I'm not that hardcore tho, maybe because i have been busy with other things but yeah my gaming routine has decreased drastically. I love animes a lot too, i almost knew every anime there is so if any of you want to talk about anime or something yea just PM me or mail me, i'd gladly reply and talk about it with you guys. But, even though my hobbies are useless, i've got many great friends who support me through many occasions. 

Maybe it make you think why am i dissatisfied with my life,  that's because i think my life is not productive enough, i want to be better and i know if i just stay the way i am, i won't move forward. Making this blog is one of them and i want it to become my remainder of what i should do. The contents of this blog will vary but mostly it would be me ranting about things and telling stories about my failure or my success hopefully. I've got so much room to improve, so please tell me if there's anything u don't like about me or if i did a mistake, including my english cause it isn't my first languange. I'm Indonesian and i speak bahasa Indonesia (Indonesian Languange) in daily basis.